perhaps i beautify things too much
so, i won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm sure
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yesterday night i had the BEST DREAM EVER.
there was a boy with me, a boy that i loved, and the city was dead in the dead of the night but we were more alive than anything. we met to celebrate something, i can't remember what, then we didn't know what to do so we took 157 to KAP macs and shared a coke that froze our cheeks at 2am, and we moved from place to place taking turns to sleep throughout the night in that area because kap was closed at 2am. when he slept i looked at his sleeping face and i felt so blissful, sometimes when we were both awake we looked into each other eyes and then we would give questioning gazes but we didn't say anything cos i didn't want to spoil the quiet. but deep inside i was wishing that he loved me too, and for a while it felt like i couldn't contain my heart which was beating too fast for my breath to catch up with.
whenever he felt like it he stared into space singing the same lyrics from "now that you're near" (hillsong united). hold me in your arms, never let me go, i wanna spend eternity with you.
i smiled everytime he sang that, imagining that it was me he was singing to.
i was wearing my green sweater, yet in the chilling cold i felt so stunned and shiverish, but his smile and the sound of his voice were the warmest thing ever.. then at 530am we had breakfast at kap, i poured honey syrup all over my hotcakes and they tasted like heaven. the hashbrown was fresh and piping hot too, only the coffee was crap. then the crap coffee made me so SLEEPY (highly unlikely, but it was a dream okay.) that in that corner of kap i slept in his lap for an hour (it was the most peaceful sleep ever) until he finally bugged me to wake up and we took a random bus to cityhall and we sat at the fountain at raffles city. it was too early in the morning so it was just still-water, no vivid shiny noisy splashes of water droplets to disturb us so we talked for a bit, and it felt surprisingly easy and carefree. i remember being awed at the awkward way we seem to make sense to each other, because we were so different, but we needed each other.
finally he sent me home right up to my doorstep...and i woke up!!
:)
i'm feeling super sluggish now, but it's a good kind of sluggish it's just so relaxing to sit back and listen to music on a warm balmy saturdayyy afternoon, after having walked the city for the entire night and slept at the randomest of places and had hotcakes for breakfast. : D
i think i really like dreaming. shut my eyes and all the world drops dead, i lift my lids and all is born again, but
don't wake me up (yet)
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there's no need to complicate our time is short
this is our fate, i'm yours
(don't wake me up)
no more, it cannot wait i'm sure
+
yesterday night i had the BEST DREAM EVER.
there was a boy with me, a boy that i loved, and the city was dead in the dead of the night but we were more alive than anything. we met to celebrate something, i can't remember what, then we didn't know what to do so we took 157 to KAP macs and shared a coke that froze our cheeks at 2am, and we moved from place to place taking turns to sleep throughout the night in that area because kap was closed at 2am. when he slept i looked at his sleeping face and i felt so blissful, sometimes when we were both awake we looked into each other eyes and then we would give questioning gazes but we didn't say anything cos i didn't want to spoil the quiet. but deep inside i was wishing that he loved me too, and for a while it felt like i couldn't contain my heart which was beating too fast for my breath to catch up with.
whenever he felt like it he stared into space singing the same lyrics from "now that you're near" (hillsong united). hold me in your arms, never let me go, i wanna spend eternity with you.
i smiled everytime he sang that, imagining that it was me he was singing to.
i was wearing my green sweater, yet in the chilling cold i felt so stunned and shiverish, but his smile and the sound of his voice were the warmest thing ever.. then at 530am we had breakfast at kap, i poured honey syrup all over my hotcakes and they tasted like heaven. the hashbrown was fresh and piping hot too, only the coffee was crap. then the crap coffee made me so SLEEPY (highly unlikely, but it was a dream okay.) that in that corner of kap i slept in his lap for an hour (it was the most peaceful sleep ever) until he finally bugged me to wake up and we took a random bus to cityhall and we sat at the fountain at raffles city. it was too early in the morning so it was just still-water, no vivid shiny noisy splashes of water droplets to disturb us so we talked for a bit, and it felt surprisingly easy and carefree. i remember being awed at the awkward way we seem to make sense to each other, because we were so different, but we needed each other.
finally he sent me home right up to my doorstep...and i woke up!!
:)
i'm feeling super sluggish now, but it's a good kind of sluggish it's just so relaxing to sit back and listen to music on a warm balmy saturdayyy afternoon, after having walked the city for the entire night and slept at the randomest of places and had hotcakes for breakfast. : D
i think i really like dreaming. shut my eyes and all the world drops dead, i lift my lids and all is born again, but
don't wake me up (yet)
+
there's no need to complicate our time is short
this is our fate, i'm yours
(don't wake me up)