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so yeah, i kind of feel like giving up right now. i know i'm not going to have a nervous breakdown, but i seriously feel like just throwing in the towel this week. i just spent two hours on an online math quiz. i felt pretty good about it, but when i submitted it, it said i made a 47.5% on it. i have two more tries to take it before friday night....i just don't know if i have two more hours to spare. it dropped my overall grade from a 97 to a 61. i have another math assignment due sunday night, a pretty substantial group project due tuesday, and the first draft of a research paper (worth 10% of my final grade) due wednesday that i haven't even begun to work on at all. the group project is coming along okay, but still needs a lot of work, and has pretty much been a pain in the butt so far. it wouldn't be so bad if i didn't have rehearsal plus 3 meetings to go to tonight. also, i should have planned farther in advance, and not made so many plans for this weekend. it'll be a fun weekend, except for the fact that i'll be stressed out the whole time, because i'll only be thinking about the school work i'm not doing. still, i'm always worried that i put school work ahead of my relationships. that's not what i want to do. if that's what school is about, then forget it. having a good job and being prosperous won't mean anything if i don't have friends to share my life with.
arg. i hate when i contradict myself, but i think i just did.
that's why i might decide to give up.
arg. i hate when i contradict myself, but i think i just did.
that's why i might decide to give up.