Boo

[livingnlights]

I'm sorry that I'm not as good as you are.
I'm sorry that my memories aren't as faded as yours.
I'm sorry if I've ever loved you.
I'm sorry that I used to hurt you.
I'm even more sorry if I still do.
I'm sorry if I'm not there for you when you need me.
I'm sorry if you don't need me.
I'm sorry I'm sarcastic.
I'm sorry I'm dependant.
I'm sorry that I need your smiles.
I'm sorry that it's hard to cry.
I'm sorry that it's easy.
I'm sorry I'm dominating.
I'm sorry I'm not photogenic.
I'm sorry I'm poor.
I'm sorry I cant give you everything you want.
I'm sorry I can't stop your tears.
I'm sorry I can't pay attention.
I'm sorry I can't look into your eyes when you talk to me.
I'm sorry I can't stand myself.
I'm sorry I don't smile anymore.
I'm sorry I can't make you smile.
I'm sorry that I'm ugly.
I'm sorry I'm not everything you ever dreamed I was.
I'm sorry that I'm easy.
I'm sorry that I'm not.
I'm sorry that you doubt yourself.
I'm sorry you don't love yourself like I love you.
I'm sorry I'm afraid of me.
But most of all, I'm sorry I'm afraid of you.