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So.
I'm finished with school. Finished with my registration. The holidays are over. I finally have some time and some money am not perpetually broke. I should probably get back to those things that I enjoy that I had to forgo to get through the crappy-crappy times. What were those things again? Oh yeah... friends, music, socializing, art, nature, etc.
One of the big hurdles to Doing Things Again is, of course, my sleep schedule. I tried just staying on nights, but that was totally boring. Trying to shift back to days is not easy though. I get off work on Saturday morning at 8am. I stay up until noon or so when I hit a wall of exhaustion. I could possibly stay up until the afternoon or so if I had something to be active with, but it does start having an effect on me. I was downright loopy when I went to an afternoon Thanksgiving dinner this year. Had to turn down wine, because I already felt drunk. Anyway, I usually wake up around 7 or 8pm. I'd like to start trying to go out on these Saturday nights, even though I probably won't feel like it immediately after waking up. I should make myself go though, I rarely regret it at the end of the night. It's prime show going hours too. Right now my Sundays and Monday's have no structure. I libel to get tired at any time and if I lay down I might sleep anywhere from 4 to 8 hours. Yesterday I feel asleep at 4pm and woke up at midnight. What the hell is that crap? That is useless. I'm going to have to nap sometime today just so I'll be conscious for craft night tonight, but I'll probably still be groggy. Gotta figure out how to get this to work for me.
I'm finished with school. Finished with my registration. The holidays are over. I finally have some time and some money am not perpetually broke. I should probably get back to those things that I enjoy that I had to forgo to get through the crappy-crappy times. What were those things again? Oh yeah... friends, music, socializing, art, nature, etc.
One of the big hurdles to Doing Things Again is, of course, my sleep schedule. I tried just staying on nights, but that was totally boring. Trying to shift back to days is not easy though. I get off work on Saturday morning at 8am. I stay up until noon or so when I hit a wall of exhaustion. I could possibly stay up until the afternoon or so if I had something to be active with, but it does start having an effect on me. I was downright loopy when I went to an afternoon Thanksgiving dinner this year. Had to turn down wine, because I already felt drunk. Anyway, I usually wake up around 7 or 8pm. I'd like to start trying to go out on these Saturday nights, even though I probably won't feel like it immediately after waking up. I should make myself go though, I rarely regret it at the end of the night. It's prime show going hours too. Right now my Sundays and Monday's have no structure. I libel to get tired at any time and if I lay down I might sleep anywhere from 4 to 8 hours. Yesterday I feel asleep at 4pm and woke up at midnight. What the hell is that crap? That is useless. I'm going to have to nap sometime today just so I'll be conscious for craft night tonight, but I'll probably still be groggy. Gotta figure out how to get this to work for me.