mi corazon
my heart wont stop beating fast, everything is too much. for the first time i've felt stress, hard hard stress.. it's subsiding. Right now i'm just mostly confused all the time, but happy, very very happy at times.
2 things:
This past weekend was stress packed and then berzerrrrk in the best way, and then stress packed again, and then wierd. Went to Bovina, getting lost there and back was what hurt my heart so. But the music festival was outrageous! I knew peeps, the music was wild, I was at my happiest, I fell directly on my face, mid sentence.. I'm pretty excited that that happened, I also ate food out of a picnic basket... I also took a shit right next to a walking path.
School is bizarrr, sometimes I am feeling so nice because I am a senior and can do what I want and I have a lot of friends and see all of them at once now, but it's hard because some of the friends are not feeling their best, and I feel like i have different groups to tend to. My classes seem nice, spanish and astronomy. It's also scary because everyone else is younger and knows what's going on and I have noooo idea, everything is changed and i am the old dog on campus. I'm not quite sure what to do, I suppose I will float.
no I will do my homework... look at the stars.
2 things:
This past weekend was stress packed and then berzerrrrk in the best way, and then stress packed again, and then wierd. Went to Bovina, getting lost there and back was what hurt my heart so. But the music festival was outrageous! I knew peeps, the music was wild, I was at my happiest, I fell directly on my face, mid sentence.. I'm pretty excited that that happened, I also ate food out of a picnic basket... I also took a shit right next to a walking path.
School is bizarrr, sometimes I am feeling so nice because I am a senior and can do what I want and I have a lot of friends and see all of them at once now, but it's hard because some of the friends are not feeling their best, and I feel like i have different groups to tend to. My classes seem nice, spanish and astronomy. It's also scary because everyone else is younger and knows what's going on and I have noooo idea, everything is changed and i am the old dog on campus. I'm not quite sure what to do, I suppose I will float.
no I will do my homework... look at the stars.