Aug 12, 2004 00:45
Right now..this is a favor to update my journal. I really dont know why i'm bothering bc my world is vastly changing & i'm not feeling too friendly or loved right now. I have no idea why. My day consisted of doctors and dance. Right now i'm in need of a shower! Blahhhh
Woke up early went to the doc's for a stupid yearly checkup, got told I need a stupid blood test taken which he said that my finger only needed pricked. Turns out the lady/nurse/doctor w/e she was had to have blood taken. Lemme tell you that I had a not too pleasant experience when I was 4 concerning blood being taken. Nurses, doctors, needles, & a 4 year old do NOT mix! Anywayz it was totally fine hurts more now than it did at the time. Right now my arm looks like ive gone crazy w/a purple pen all on the inside..lovely!
Got a welcome call from my Latin II teacher today. She rocks! I start school in September & am already feeling the need for all that bustle since how I'm almost totally bored out of my mind! I'm bored enough that I ask my mom for stuff to do..scary! HaHa..
Dad's goin up to NY the 27th & if he & my uncle get this deal goin w/the state college up there, then he's not gonna look any further for a job opportunity my mom thinks. I have no idea what I'm gonna do. I'm sure by now y'all are very tired of my rambling on & on how I don't want to leave, i'm gonna miss every1, & all that stuff. But I will miss y'all like crazy.
The advantages of moving:
~Four actual seasons
~Beautiful scenery (living right near the Adirondacks!)
~Irish Dance is even more popular in NY than FL
~And I'm sure there's more but right now my brain can't process anything
The disadvantages of moving:
~Leaving everyone I love
~Leaving a life as I know it
~Possibly not keeping in touch with every1
Right now I should concentrate on taking a shower & making it to bed although it's 12:41a & I doubt i'll survive that long. *sighs* This was a totally pointless entry once again! Dont know why I even bother. Maybe bc if I dont i'll go crazy with no communication between any1 or an outlet of my feelings although it seems they've just gotten even more confusing & typing all this didn't help whatsoever. Sorry I wasted your time whoever is reading this. I'll go crawl into bed sleeping another dreamless sleep...
Until I break free..
yours truly