Jun 09, 2004 23:17
Tonight was so awesome! Nothing romantic happened (although it be very welcome *giggles) anywayz back on track. I went to the workshop Myra (teacher) pulled bout 6 girls & told us to coreograph a song to the lord of the dance music when Siarse (sheersa) and Michael Flatley dance to a really beautifl peaceful song. It's awesome..I can't do it justice so just get the cd er somethin it's really good it's the actual lotd song *smilez*. Anywayz we'll each do the dance we made up & perform for the class & idk if she'll pick or her & the class..dunno but it'll be so awesome! I'm not expecting to get picked, far from it Sam or Cristy are better but you never know. Celtic music just really gets me where you're in a whole different world just being the music (depending on what song or artist). It's so angelic & she has this goregous dress on it's so great. I'm starting to get teary dunno why it's so good & pure..I sound like a goodie goodie but hey it's how I feel. I feel so lonely right now. All my friends are lucky..they're goin out or are just content the way they are, but it's like I cant be content w/what I am. I'm tired of not having some1 special and yet unless I see him a lot or talk to him a lot the relationship deteriorates like the past 1s have. That was difficult and insane. Unless you can stand a long distance relationship & not crack then do NOT go out w/any1 you don't see for over 6 months. I love all of you so much! God if anything happened to just 1 of you my life would be screwed up for a long time! XOXOXOXOXOXO i'm gonna practice a dance & turn in a l.a. lesson ttyl...