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Parents left Saturday, so I had the house to myself until Monday after work when I left for up north. Some people came over Sunday night and that was pretty shweet.
I get up north around 9:00 monday night and as soon as I walk in the door my mom kind of corners me and tells me that only the "in-laws" are up there at this point because the original 8 kids had to rush back to Sterling Heights because my Grandpa went downhill real fast. So the rest of the week they will be taking shifts with him so not everyone would ever be there at any given time.
They took him off of everything except oxygen and morphine and he's basically not even conscious anymore. The family started making funeral arrangements yesterday. All of this is so incredibly overwhelming to me that I dont even know where to start to handle it. I've never been this close to losing someone I've been so close to.
It would be nice to not be 100% alone right now, but that seems to be exactly as I am.
I get up north around 9:00 monday night and as soon as I walk in the door my mom kind of corners me and tells me that only the "in-laws" are up there at this point because the original 8 kids had to rush back to Sterling Heights because my Grandpa went downhill real fast. So the rest of the week they will be taking shifts with him so not everyone would ever be there at any given time.
They took him off of everything except oxygen and morphine and he's basically not even conscious anymore. The family started making funeral arrangements yesterday. All of this is so incredibly overwhelming to me that I dont even know where to start to handle it. I've never been this close to losing someone I've been so close to.
It would be nice to not be 100% alone right now, but that seems to be exactly as I am.