Apr 19, 2006 12:23
Double guess Diagnoses
What a beautiful letter
reminding a friend how wonderful they are...
but you can't send it out.
you said it would be lying,
poor you. No one is there for YOU.
Who could send that letter to you...and mean it?
day after day shot down and stabbed.
"She just needs more encouragement!"
that's right. No one. No one could send that letter to you.
You deserve a lot less than a school packed with people that think you're less than 'nice.' A lot less.
Ah, the beauty (?) of selfishness.
And then the ooops-I-forgot-about-you arrives. All ready and happy to hear my soothing voice.
Did you not receive my message?
afraid to call to hear my attacking voice.
(So the genes I came from might say.)
"trying to make a point"
sarcasm is never a good technique in parenting.
scatter * scatter * .PANIC. boom * boom. All I can do is want to fall to the ground
such a soothing sound
falling hard on the ground.