Gloomy
I feel gloomy and anxious today. We have some many friends coming to visit over the next few weeks ans such busy schedules that I am already missing the downtime that is part of the natural rhythm of my family. I am not satisfied with my work and am finding that I miss child welfare work terribly. A little ashamed that I am having trouble walking away from the money consulting brings in and my lack of confidence that I can make this position work if I i=give it more time. It has always been a source of pride for me that I was one of a precious few that really LOVE what they do...I don't have that right now. Do I want too much?