and Your love for people undeserving,
Photo credits to Zeon.
I haven't read or written anything for so long. I'm not quite sure I still know how or even have the drive to blog anymore. I hope I haven't lost too much of myself, I know I'm not exactly who I was before anymore. Noone really is actually, we all change. But I need to make myself whole again, I need to search for that something important that I lost along the way. And I need to let go of the memories that I know can never be recreated again. I guess it's painful but true when they say some friends really do come and go, no matter how close you were to them. I'm glad God gives the grace to forgive or I would have been stuck in that suffocating circle of hate and hurt, which undoubtedly killed and reshaped me to an extent. But it's time to move on now.
Typing this was harder than I expected. The words don't come as easily anymore. This is a bad sign. Time to start rebuilding myself and writing again.