I can break and take it with a smile.
BBQ today was amazing...thanks to all who came, and to those who couldn't make it, I know you all have good reasons! I <3 you all.
On another note...I need to stop getting my hopes so high and having such high expectations. I mean I can't expect the same thing of someone just because it's the way I am. Again, I did it again, I wasn't direct about how I feel. I think my eyes say it all, I guess I just assume that they can be read, and it can be figured out that I am upset. That's not fair to assume though, I definitely know that. I guess it just hurts that moments can be fogotten so easily...and lost so carelessly. I'm always thinking of the people I love and the moments that I share with them. Maybe that's it though...maybe the carelessness is a lack of love. I guess I just see things that aren't there.
So what happens now?
I force myself to move on and accept that people are people, and some will hurt and some will get hurt.
I don't believe that most people hurt intentionally, nor do I think that they are bad people. I guess they just don't know what they want, or they do and they won't say.
Destination tomorrow: San Francisco
This will do me some good, I need to forget about thinking so much temporarily.
<3 to all, and I will miss you all
On another note...I need to stop getting my hopes so high and having such high expectations. I mean I can't expect the same thing of someone just because it's the way I am. Again, I did it again, I wasn't direct about how I feel. I think my eyes say it all, I guess I just assume that they can be read, and it can be figured out that I am upset. That's not fair to assume though, I definitely know that. I guess it just hurts that moments can be fogotten so easily...and lost so carelessly. I'm always thinking of the people I love and the moments that I share with them. Maybe that's it though...maybe the carelessness is a lack of love. I guess I just see things that aren't there.
So what happens now?
I force myself to move on and accept that people are people, and some will hurt and some will get hurt.
I don't believe that most people hurt intentionally, nor do I think that they are bad people. I guess they just don't know what they want, or they do and they won't say.
Destination tomorrow: San Francisco
This will do me some good, I need to forget about thinking so much temporarily.
<3 to all, and I will miss you all