Smashed Hearts and Falling Stars
I really dont know why i bother pouring my heart into a relationship because in the end it always comes back to screw me. It has yet again. I thought that maybe she had changed and would actually want to date someone like me....i mean thats what she had been telling everyone...well i should have realized that maybe she hasnt. Yet i still cannot help myself from loving her to death...maybe i am just an idiot...who really knows...i just dont know what to do...i want to tell her so much how i feel but i know it is only going to come down to getting rejected...so badly would i like to prove everyone wrong and show them that you are not as crazy as they think you are. Should i email you tonight...or should i just let these feelings stay inside me, not knowing when they are to explode out into a maganificant splendor. I really dont know what to do anymore...these feelings hurt so much inside of me...i just really want to know how you feel so that i can move on or still chase your heart. I think that i will email you tonight...that is the only way to know for sure if you care at all...