Those who live in glass houses...

[livinghell85]

Yo everyone, I am back again after a very long lj hiatus. We went to the Gathering a few weeks back and it was absolutely marvelous. At any rate, we all know that I only write in here when I am sad or if something really has burned my ass. Today, it is the burning, not of the weed but of my ass

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[sweetdecay]

I had no idea they were saying that it would be cool for you guys to leave or anything of that matter earlier in the night. That's fucking bullshit because it was originally MY birthday party for MY friends. I told Brandon he could invite his friends because I didn't have a problem with them (up until Saturday, that is). If I would have known about that, I would have taken all of MY friends & headed back to my house. They could have had the place to themselves if they thought we weren't "cool enough". Every time I noticed what was going on, they were in separate areas of the room from you guys. They were in the bedroom/bathroom/porch for a good portion of the night & you guys were in the living room. If I noticed them being assholes (or since I was inebriated, someone could have told me) I would have had ZERO desire to continue to stay there & hang out with them.

I don't know why Brandon told you "I signed for this room only for a short period of time and stated that nobody would be spending the night or anything. So I dont want to get in trouble". He rented the room out for the night. I'm sure he only intended only for him & myself to spend the night. I had no problem with whoever staying for as long as they wanted. I have no idea what time his friends left. I don't even remember them leaving. I may have crashed before they did. The only people that stayed all night were Kevin & Christina. I didn't even know they stayed until I saw them the next morning.

I have no reason to lie about what I remember from the party. I had been drinking non stop since we arrived at the hotel room. I would be lying if I said that I remember more then 60% of what went on that night. That is despite that fact that I've heard a different story from every person who was there. I am definitely not okay with people being kicked out and drunk people driving. I can't talk to Brandon about it because he is out of town, but that really isn't going to change anything anyways. What is done is done & everyone is pissed off including me.

You can be mad if you want to, just remember I'm not the one who kicked you out & I certainly would have rather had you guys there. I feel horrible about the entire thing. All I'm trying to explain is that I was in no position to be responsible for the actions of anyone. I could barely handle myself. I was trying to go out of my way to avoid drama for the evening. I guess it was stupid of me to try & bring two entirely different worlds together, in more ways then one. I apologize again for all the bullshit.