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What if i couldnt recover
from the fate i had with another
Would you stand by me and watch me drive myself into a frenzy
My head is feeling fuzzy,
but my mind's never been so clear
If you were not thinkning of me now,
this song would not be here
So i havent had a real update for a while...
2weeks into the semester and its pretty good. I'm not too worried about my classes, it should be fine, im more nervous about my applications and my GRE in 2 weeks. I'm adjusting to having CJ around. It took us a little bit to get comfortable but i think we're really good now. the 1st week i was kinda on a CJ binge but last week was really good, i gave him a lot more man-time and we were both happier. He recoreded his demos and they sound great, and came back friday so we could spend time together that night. It has not ceased to amaze me how in love with him i am. My stomach still drops and my heart still jumps whenever he walks into a room with me. At the same time, i feel like we've been together for years and we have this ultimate trust and respect and comfort. He is always so supportive and so loving and having him around is awesome. He is the most loving person i have ever met. I never knew that i had the capacity to love someone so much, i never knew that something this good could really exist. I'm so greatful everyday that i have someone in my life that i can go to no matter what, that regardless of what happens, i can count on him being there with open arms. there is no one i would rather have by my side and no one i could be prouder to be with.
speaking of sick, i'm sick, thanks emmo.
Today i'm catching up with some work, maybe putting new sheets on my bed, we'll see
Open gym for club vb started this week and i'm pretty torn over whether i want to do it this year, the money is kind of an issue, and i just dont know how i feel about it right now. I dont know if its the thing i want to spend my time on. Its my last year here and i really want to be able to spend the time with my friends and have a little more free time to soak up MSU. we'll see
from the fate i had with another
Would you stand by me and watch me drive myself into a frenzy
My head is feeling fuzzy,
but my mind's never been so clear
If you were not thinkning of me now,
this song would not be here
So i havent had a real update for a while...
2weeks into the semester and its pretty good. I'm not too worried about my classes, it should be fine, im more nervous about my applications and my GRE in 2 weeks. I'm adjusting to having CJ around. It took us a little bit to get comfortable but i think we're really good now. the 1st week i was kinda on a CJ binge but last week was really good, i gave him a lot more man-time and we were both happier. He recoreded his demos and they sound great, and came back friday so we could spend time together that night. It has not ceased to amaze me how in love with him i am. My stomach still drops and my heart still jumps whenever he walks into a room with me. At the same time, i feel like we've been together for years and we have this ultimate trust and respect and comfort. He is always so supportive and so loving and having him around is awesome. He is the most loving person i have ever met. I never knew that i had the capacity to love someone so much, i never knew that something this good could really exist. I'm so greatful everyday that i have someone in my life that i can go to no matter what, that regardless of what happens, i can count on him being there with open arms. there is no one i would rather have by my side and no one i could be prouder to be with.
speaking of sick, i'm sick, thanks emmo.
Today i'm catching up with some work, maybe putting new sheets on my bed, we'll see
Open gym for club vb started this week and i'm pretty torn over whether i want to do it this year, the money is kind of an issue, and i just dont know how i feel about it right now. I dont know if its the thing i want to spend my time on. Its my last year here and i really want to be able to spend the time with my friends and have a little more free time to soak up MSU. we'll see