just remember, you used to pretend that she was me

Nov 15, 2005 00:31

sometimes i'm really kind of impulsive and careless. in fact, i've cared so much that i think i've stopped caring. this probably doesn't make much sense. i guess i'm just in a good spot in my life since i'm not worried about how people view me, if i'm good enough, etc. but i feel bad, because i feel like i'm being reckless and selfish. hmmmm.

-i got a really awesome t-shirt for free today. thank god for my neighbors putting out a box of clothes for the taking on our steps.
-i'm keeping the blender unplugged forever, so it won't randomly turn on again and creep me out.
-i'm thinking of a religion class, but i'm not sure which one i should take. as much as i don't believe, discussing religions always interests me and makes me feel incredibly pensive. i might take intro to eastern religions, or the class about death & immortality. but maybe not, because then i'll always just get that weird scared feeling i get when i think about dying. ewww.
-i wasn't totally fucked over by losing my advising code. my schedule next semester should actually be pretty sweet.
-i have a chocolate addiction. no joke. i think i need therapy. or maybe just some more chocolate.
-i have verified that i do in fact laugh like scooby doo. also, i've verified that i'm really good at other things ;)
-facebook depresses me. i hate how easily accessible anything is with the internet. makes things worse.
-i miss high school for some reason. maybe it's because i watched the finale of laguna beach and they all said goodbye. stupid addicting show.
-no matter where we end up, me and julie are going to have a kick ass spring break. even if we're stuck drinking in a sauna in canada pretending to be warm in cancun. =P
-my kittens are cuter than your pets.
-i miss having an electric blanket. i refuse to pay for heat.
-oh, and i'm a rockstar.

anyway, my life's kinda crazy/messy/fun/weird lately. i'm tired of trying to have it all under control. going with the flow works quite well.
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