welll, i had my first panic attack/emotional breakdown of my life today. I didnt study for a test that i had today so i set my alarm for this morning and i didnt get up so i had just enough time to get to the class. that mixed with he fact that ive missed two ssp classes in a row which is not allowed unless you have a valid excuse, which i dont, made me almost collapse, oh and being on the verge of tears when i realized i had no writing utensil for the test is not normal.
Im fucking up