You bring me back here.
So,This...really is written for someone. Someone after all this time...I am going to hope will still read this despite cutting all ties off with me at random in 2012...I just hope that wasn't really how you wanted it to end. I was just trying to be strong that day and pretend that it didn't hurt me so much. I actually cried over you like I never had over anybody.Honestly, Yes I still think about you. I held love for You and waited for you to come back just like you told me you would that day I broke down in your basement/room. I waited for a long time. You and I where together at the height of my club prime. And still after all of these years you are the only one I feel like actually cared about me back then. No one now could hold a candle to my memories of you. Witch is honestly kind of sad and pathetic that there has been no one else since 2007 till now 2014 with the ability to do that. No one ever treated me like you did...Now we don't talk. For the best? I don't no. To me not so much but I guess you did it to have your own life and try to brake me of holding you in my heart. I honestly wonder what it's like for you? What is it like knowing that I still feel this way? I have these few pictures left...back then I threw out meany of us.Now this is all I have left...I'm sorry I still love you so much but there is a part of me that just can't help it. The men I found after you where more like boys.
