Right now there is one extremely happy thing in my life...
To all of you that are bitching lately Id like you to tell me why. This isnt a retoricle type question thing. I really want you to tell me right here. Then I tell you all about mine and my problem.
Okay did you tell me what your problem is? good. Now Ill tell you whats up with mine.
My brother, who i hold, despite what I may seem like I do, very close to my heart, is being institutionalized in the very near future. He tried to kill me after accussing me of obsene things to my parents while he was stoned. He came home drunk no less than 20 times this summer. He did meth, heroine, and coke. He tried to do acid, but someone by the same name as my brother wouldnt share. He then the othewr night was taken by my mother to the hospital for being suicidal.
next i am losing my ability to hold food inside of my stomach.
I am losing my short term memory. I will, thinking I need something from the next room leave mine, and , seriously, get 5 feet to my door and not remember what Im doing.
We just found out our house was used by the previous owners to manufacture meth.
There i sgoing to be a liquore store across the street from my alcoholic brothers house.(my house...)
My favorite cousin in the whole wide world. the one that was almost killed by a boyfriends ex, is really sick. she tried to kill her mom and herself. she has internal bleeding from a non self inflicted wound.
So, I would ask as kindly as I can for people like some inparticular to stop bitching about there lives. We all have our own things. We dont need to go around accusing people of ditching us or betraying us, when in fact we were the ones doing the wrong... you know who you are. I still 'lub' you, but you need to stop kidding yourselves.
I appolagize. Im upset with things.
Ill see you in your nightmares for I see you in mine,
Krystine
p.s. not everythings shit...
Okay did you tell me what your problem is? good. Now Ill tell you whats up with mine.
My brother, who i hold, despite what I may seem like I do, very close to my heart, is being institutionalized in the very near future. He tried to kill me after accussing me of obsene things to my parents while he was stoned. He came home drunk no less than 20 times this summer. He did meth, heroine, and coke. He tried to do acid, but someone by the same name as my brother wouldnt share. He then the othewr night was taken by my mother to the hospital for being suicidal.
next i am losing my ability to hold food inside of my stomach.
I am losing my short term memory. I will, thinking I need something from the next room leave mine, and , seriously, get 5 feet to my door and not remember what Im doing.
We just found out our house was used by the previous owners to manufacture meth.
There i sgoing to be a liquore store across the street from my alcoholic brothers house.(my house...)
My favorite cousin in the whole wide world. the one that was almost killed by a boyfriends ex, is really sick. she tried to kill her mom and herself. she has internal bleeding from a non self inflicted wound.
So, I would ask as kindly as I can for people like some inparticular to stop bitching about there lives. We all have our own things. We dont need to go around accusing people of ditching us or betraying us, when in fact we were the ones doing the wrong... you know who you are. I still 'lub' you, but you need to stop kidding yourselves.
I appolagize. Im upset with things.
Ill see you in your nightmares for I see you in mine,
Krystine
p.s. not everythings shit...