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[livingdeadgoth]

Do you ever wonder when it will stop?
I cant escape myself
trapped inside my brain
trapped inside my rusty cage
I will not deny this isn't a phase
taking 3 types of medication just to stay sane
even though my suicidal tendances never wane
Do you ever wonder when eventually you'll drop?
face the illegal drugs
my only friends
there I can feel loved
and no one will care
I wont realize that I am there..