Apr 24, 2007 06:21
It seems even the urge to cut creeps back in from time to time. Seeing friends pictures who've cut in the past, still do .. gives myself the urge to once again cut.
I dont like the feeling of smooth skin (my own, that is) it repulses me, makes me feel ill, I just have to cut it up, so that it no longer feels the same. Some people I know would say exersize some self control. This IS my self control.
Work sucks. start in 4 hours and havent slept. still, 3 days off after today!