How long does it take to stop feeling like an imposition???

Jul 01, 2005 00:08

I guess I will have to wait and see. How many hugs, chats, invites do i need? I guess it is just my way, My self concious being but maybe someday i wont feel so...unwanted.

Grrrrrrrr

I love kicking back and watching boys kick the shit out of each other. Almost as much as i love joining in...:-P. What can i say, violent tendencies, but im full of heart. Not too many skills since ive been out of the game but that never stopped me. :-D

I love hanging out with my girl. She has grown so much since last year and that before. She is beautiful, bright, funny, and wonderful. He is very lucky but he is aware. I wish someone feels for me the way he does for her...oneday...maybe. They are a fairy tale. The kind i used to read and daydream and try to imagine my life that way, with that much love. They accomplished it. I love watching them "tickle fight".

I thought smores was a good present. I guess i was just nervous about giving anything at all. I love to give gifts but i hate when they open it. I am so afraid of what they may say. This one turned out well, i think. He asked for extra hugs. That was really cute. I gave out a lot of those tonight, but never too many :-P. I dont mind hugging all the sweaty boys. Lol

Mary is so pretty. She was fun to talk to, even if it was a very short time. She is cute, I hope i get to see her again. She seems like a lot of fun. I love her shoes.

this was a good day after they fired me when i quit. LMAO....LOOOOOOOOOONG story and i told it too much already...:-P

Im glad i could spread more birthday cheer days after Pauls actual day :-P

Ian never gives up

I was happy to see nick again. that is two times this year...Lol hope i see him again. he looks very different but still looks like nick, funny how that works

Revel (sp?) is a clever guy. I cant wait to see the kilt(sp?). he got the hint in my birthday card!!! Yay! I felt like less of a moron.

I love nathan for just being so wonderful, especially to my kisstah

I wonder if erben ever found his friends in florida...i kno he was lost for a full day...Lol thats what he gets...tee hee

G'night! <3
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