a few things
I love Fred. Fred is my cat, for those of you not in the know.
Tuesday is my last therapy session. I've known this for the last month, so I'm prepared, but still... it's a transition, and one I've never had to make before.
I've been thinking about Kelly a lot lately. I'm not sure what exactly I should do about that. First it was rereading old journal entries and emails. Now I'm contemplating contacting him, though his last communication to me literally told me never to do that again. But at the same time, it's not like he's never said things before in anger that he later rescinded/regretted. So... I don't know. I feel like prior to actually contacting him, I need to think more about why I want to and what I want to say... and decide if I should. Maybe, like me cutting my hair, it's inevitable, and will happen sooner rather than later. We shall see.
And not to sound totally fickle, but... Okay, hypothetically (of course), what would you do if: You saw someone at a play (in the audience). The play was about queer homeless youth in Chicago, to give you more of a context. You thought to yourself, "I think that is the most beautiful person I've ever seen," but of course, you don't say anything... because that would be weird. So... months later, you see said person emceeing at a queer event... and ze is still waaay hot... and due to program notes, and other stuff, you learn enough to be able to, with relative ease, find hir (work) email address... what do you do?
a) nothing
b) email hir... and try not to sound like a stalker
c) stalk hir... and try to "randomly" run into hir
d) something different, which I will elaborate on when I comment on this email.
thanks, loves
Tuesday is my last therapy session. I've known this for the last month, so I'm prepared, but still... it's a transition, and one I've never had to make before.
I've been thinking about Kelly a lot lately. I'm not sure what exactly I should do about that. First it was rereading old journal entries and emails. Now I'm contemplating contacting him, though his last communication to me literally told me never to do that again. But at the same time, it's not like he's never said things before in anger that he later rescinded/regretted. So... I don't know. I feel like prior to actually contacting him, I need to think more about why I want to and what I want to say... and decide if I should. Maybe, like me cutting my hair, it's inevitable, and will happen sooner rather than later. We shall see.
And not to sound totally fickle, but... Okay, hypothetically (of course), what would you do if: You saw someone at a play (in the audience). The play was about queer homeless youth in Chicago, to give you more of a context. You thought to yourself, "I think that is the most beautiful person I've ever seen," but of course, you don't say anything... because that would be weird. So... months later, you see said person emceeing at a queer event... and ze is still waaay hot... and due to program notes, and other stuff, you learn enough to be able to, with relative ease, find hir (work) email address... what do you do?
a) nothing
b) email hir... and try not to sound like a stalker
c) stalk hir... and try to "randomly" run into hir
d) something different, which I will elaborate on when I comment on this email.
thanks, loves