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It went from just an inconvenience to a full on obsession in less than a week. I'm so confused and I don't know how to handle this. I need to be distracted like 24/7 for the next 69 days until classes start. A few weeks until florida and then orientation then a few weeks left until move in and classes starting. I need to stay off the internet and stay off of my phone.
I couldn't sleep last night because I had a can of cherry coke right before bed and it seriously like destroyed me. I wanted to rip my heart out. I woke up at 630 to go to 3m for a test and tried so hard not to puke. The test was really easy, I got a perfect score on the first half and more than half on the second half. My freshmen physics helped for the first time ever. I'll be working soon. A good distraction, hopefully midnights so I can dance. $12+ an hour.
I've been working out at BestFitness. It feels really good. Hopefully I can get like a 3 month membership so I can distract myself further with that. Plus it's good for me. I've been reading more. I bought some Tolstoy and Faulkner at Border's yesterday and soooo excited to read. MMMM.
Strangely, despite the fact that no one wants to talk to me or hang out with me, I've content with my life except for the obsession. I'm fine alone, just wish I had more to do. I think I'm gonna go see a movie alone for the first time ever, just for fun. Get my life started!!
I couldn't sleep last night because I had a can of cherry coke right before bed and it seriously like destroyed me. I wanted to rip my heart out. I woke up at 630 to go to 3m for a test and tried so hard not to puke. The test was really easy, I got a perfect score on the first half and more than half on the second half. My freshmen physics helped for the first time ever. I'll be working soon. A good distraction, hopefully midnights so I can dance. $12+ an hour.
I've been working out at BestFitness. It feels really good. Hopefully I can get like a 3 month membership so I can distract myself further with that. Plus it's good for me. I've been reading more. I bought some Tolstoy and Faulkner at Border's yesterday and soooo excited to read. MMMM.
Strangely, despite the fact that no one wants to talk to me or hang out with me, I've content with my life except for the obsession. I'm fine alone, just wish I had more to do. I think I'm gonna go see a movie alone for the first time ever, just for fun. Get my life started!!