Please excues the major bi-polarness of this entry...
Exams are over, and I couldn't BE any more stoked if I tried! I'm SO relieved and I feel awesome! This weekend is going to be so fun! I'm really excited. No homework or anything...except English, but I'm gonna procrastinate and do that during the week! This week was really hard, for several reasons, and I thought it would never end.
I think exams went pretty well. I'm confident about them...Good thing too, because I studied FOREVER! I spent 8 hours of my day yesterday studying for Spanish and Chemistry and signing up for the ACT. My dad was being hilarious though. He was helping me with the ACT thing, and he kept doing the Bruce Almighty "Gooood" thing and kept going, "Yeah, English SUCKS!" "Yeah, Math SUCKS!" It was so funny just because that seems so unlike my Dad. I was like, "Thanks for helping me Dad. I was really busy." and he said, "Are you kidding? I live for this shit!" haha, He's great. *Sigh* It feels good to be done, and to be careless!
I was really touched this morning. My mom called me really randomly right before I left for school, and she was like, "Hi, I just wanted to know that you are such a blessing. Your Dad and I were talking this morning and.." and then she started to cry. How cute is she?! That was so sweet. I really needed that extra boost of ambition this morning to get me through my two hardest exams. It's moments like those that make me easy-going about having an 11:30 curfew and all that. I'm thankful that my parents care so much for me. That's just why they're protective. I've learned to live with it.
I've been thinking a lot about Kiel going off to college lately. I'm not sure why I suddenly started thinking about it now, but I have. It's not gonna be way better for me like it is for some people. Chances are, most of the time that I'll ask to drive like 2 hours away to see him, and I'll get a big, fat "UMM, NO!" from the parental units. Even though he can do whatever he wants, it's not like he can drop everything and come see me whenever he feels like it. Plus, gas is expensive. Even if we always feel as strongly as we do now, that doesn't mean things won't change. They're gonna change regardless. I guess I'm just afraid of drifting apart, and not being a part of the new life he's gonna have. It's just hard to think about, and I know I'm kind of thinking selfishly when I feel like nobody really understands....
But I'm not gonna think about it yet. Why worry about it now? So yeah...Anyways!
I'm gonna go back to being super stoked now!! I'm going to see Kiel tonight and I'm SO happy! I love him like crazy, just in case it doesn't show. I think we're gonna go to the Olive Garden because I got a gift certificate for there on Valentine's Day. I LOVE THAT PLACE! Mmmmmm, my mouth is watering already. I hope everybody has a great weekend! Live it up! :)
I think exams went pretty well. I'm confident about them...Good thing too, because I studied FOREVER! I spent 8 hours of my day yesterday studying for Spanish and Chemistry and signing up for the ACT. My dad was being hilarious though. He was helping me with the ACT thing, and he kept doing the Bruce Almighty "Gooood" thing and kept going, "Yeah, English SUCKS!" "Yeah, Math SUCKS!" It was so funny just because that seems so unlike my Dad. I was like, "Thanks for helping me Dad. I was really busy." and he said, "Are you kidding? I live for this shit!" haha, He's great. *Sigh* It feels good to be done, and to be careless!
I was really touched this morning. My mom called me really randomly right before I left for school, and she was like, "Hi, I just wanted to know that you are such a blessing. Your Dad and I were talking this morning and.." and then she started to cry. How cute is she?! That was so sweet. I really needed that extra boost of ambition this morning to get me through my two hardest exams. It's moments like those that make me easy-going about having an 11:30 curfew and all that. I'm thankful that my parents care so much for me. That's just why they're protective. I've learned to live with it.
I've been thinking a lot about Kiel going off to college lately. I'm not sure why I suddenly started thinking about it now, but I have. It's not gonna be way better for me like it is for some people. Chances are, most of the time that I'll ask to drive like 2 hours away to see him, and I'll get a big, fat "UMM, NO!" from the parental units. Even though he can do whatever he wants, it's not like he can drop everything and come see me whenever he feels like it. Plus, gas is expensive. Even if we always feel as strongly as we do now, that doesn't mean things won't change. They're gonna change regardless. I guess I'm just afraid of drifting apart, and not being a part of the new life he's gonna have. It's just hard to think about, and I know I'm kind of thinking selfishly when I feel like nobody really understands....
But I'm not gonna think about it yet. Why worry about it now? So yeah...Anyways!
I'm gonna go back to being super stoked now!! I'm going to see Kiel tonight and I'm SO happy! I love him like crazy, just in case it doesn't show. I think we're gonna go to the Olive Garden because I got a gift certificate for there on Valentine's Day. I LOVE THAT PLACE! Mmmmmm, my mouth is watering already. I hope everybody has a great weekend! Live it up! :)