Feb 20, 2004 15:43
I felt pretty out of it all day. It just seems like I've been gone for so long that I'm not used to everything anymore. Maybe it just seemed weird because a lot of my favorite people weren't in classes today. Just so y'all know, things weren't nearly as fun without you! You guys are the shiznit. (One of my ex-boyfriends used to say all the "fo shizzle my nizzle, and fo sheezy my neezy, and it secretly drove me insane! He's a nice kid though, and everybody has their flaws. Some are just less discrete than others. LoL)
I was talking to Kiel last night and we've discovered a lot of crazy pet peeves. I'd list them, but then I'd feel kind of mean...but everybody has little things that drive them nuts. Conversations like that are fun though! I miss him like the dickens.
I wish my parents would let me get back into the groove of things. I have so much I want to do, but they won't let me because "Resting is important." I know that, and I won't overexert myself, and if I don't have a little fun soon, I might die.
"The door is not closed." C'mon Ross'n'Rachel...get together already! Yesterday, I was watching a rerun of Friends and they had the Heely shoes on the show! Crazy! haha
It hurts me to see people having trouble with their friends. A lot of problems that happen to kids in high school are derived from people who think it's cool to get into other people's business. High school can be a cruel place. I really hope this friend sticks it out at LMC. He's a really good friend and I'd miss him.
At school today for the end of project X, we had a guest speaker from New Buffalo who's daughter died in the car of a drunk driver four years ago. His presentation was very...vivid. That man is made of stone. If I lost a child like that, I would barely be able to speak of it at all, let alone go around the area and give presentations on it. He did a good job, and it's wonderful that he's turning his situation into an awareness program. That takes a lot of strength. At the end, there was a slide show of pictures of his daughter ever since she was a baby (while they played "My Heart Will Go On"...gets me every time) and I cried through the whole thing. I'm not good with stuff like that, but it was a good experience. It really helps you put things into perspective.
I'm a compulsive away message/livejournal reader. I should work on that. Later!