*sigh*
I feel lower than low today...this sucks! I have already made apple sauce, baked a batch of penut butter cookies and made od collage. I think maybe one more bathc of cookies should do it. Thats how you know i am upset...i either cook or i do arts and crafts. but at least I am home so i have the ability to cookand do arts and crafts...where as at school I usually end up color cordinating my closet. Or coloring in a tinkerbell picture...ha ha ha. I wish there was a way to be over this...over him. But after last night i'm pretty sure thats not going to happen. Oh well at least i am going back to SMC tomorrow where nothing reminds me of him or even worse smells like him. I tried going down to the family room to vedge today and ended up breaking into tears.