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so here it goes...a nice little rant...enjoy or don't whatever...feel free to comment at any time.
please don't be mad at me. I know I was fine. I am sober. I was okay to drive. I know my limit. I know how I am. I just wanted to sleep in my bed for once this week. please understand and don't hate me. you are my jew...I love you
you...yeah you...yet again. yet mother fuckin again. I call you and nothing absolutely nothing. you say you want to be here with me yet you aren't. you want to take care of me and be here for me any time I need you well I fucking need you! where are you? I don't even care. I don't want to even know any more. don't call me, don't write cause I won't be there. love.
and you...can't call you though I know you've called me. I lost one of my closest friends to someone who doesn't really care about her. I've lost one of my closest friends to someone who can easily call me names when she's never even met me and I've never done anything to her. I can't call you. I can't tell you about my problems I can't ask you for advice. too bad our friendship wasn't strong enough.
and finally you...thank you for coming into my life. I only hope you will give me a chance. I can only hope that you will stick around even if just as friends. I enjoy your company and I like you as a person.
these people know who they are and if they don't well then someone out there does.
love. love. love.
please don't be mad at me. I know I was fine. I am sober. I was okay to drive. I know my limit. I know how I am. I just wanted to sleep in my bed for once this week. please understand and don't hate me. you are my jew...I love you
you...yeah you...yet again. yet mother fuckin again. I call you and nothing absolutely nothing. you say you want to be here with me yet you aren't. you want to take care of me and be here for me any time I need you well I fucking need you! where are you? I don't even care. I don't want to even know any more. don't call me, don't write cause I won't be there. love.
and you...can't call you though I know you've called me. I lost one of my closest friends to someone who doesn't really care about her. I've lost one of my closest friends to someone who can easily call me names when she's never even met me and I've never done anything to her. I can't call you. I can't tell you about my problems I can't ask you for advice. too bad our friendship wasn't strong enough.
and finally you...thank you for coming into my life. I only hope you will give me a chance. I can only hope that you will stick around even if just as friends. I enjoy your company and I like you as a person.
these people know who they are and if they don't well then someone out there does.
love. love. love.