so it seems...
as weird as it is, I believe this journal has become a happy spot...it's all positive here. I mean yeah I still have a few moments where I get upset and a little "down" but somehow I just keep going and it doesn't sprial. All of this is a weird feeling for me. I don't know how else to describe it. I haven't been this stable for a long time. I really like where I'm at and I like where I'm heading.
I won't lie, in approximately 3.5 hours I will be going to class with no sleep and probably failing a test and then bombing an in class writing assignment but you know what? it's okay cause my horoscope says it is: "You may overlook the practical consequences of your actions today, although they really aren't that hard to see. It could be that you just don't want to think about your responsibilities for a while, since they have been weighing heavily on you. Go ahead and have your fun, but remember you must come back to your work sometime soon." How funny my horoscope tells me that it's okay that I've neglected my work as long as I go back to it soon. Which I will just not today or tomorrow...Friday maybe. Yeah Friday sounds good.
So yeah, today/yesterday technically now, my moms celebrated 15 years together! and you wanna know how they celebrated? wings and America's Next Top Model with their daughter. isn't that cute? I love my moms...
okay, back to note taking in hopes of not failing...yeah right...but like I said it's all okay :)
I won't lie, in approximately 3.5 hours I will be going to class with no sleep and probably failing a test and then bombing an in class writing assignment but you know what? it's okay cause my horoscope says it is: "You may overlook the practical consequences of your actions today, although they really aren't that hard to see. It could be that you just don't want to think about your responsibilities for a while, since they have been weighing heavily on you. Go ahead and have your fun, but remember you must come back to your work sometime soon." How funny my horoscope tells me that it's okay that I've neglected my work as long as I go back to it soon. Which I will just not today or tomorrow...Friday maybe. Yeah Friday sounds good.
So yeah, today/yesterday technically now, my moms celebrated 15 years together! and you wanna know how they celebrated? wings and America's Next Top Model with their daughter. isn't that cute? I love my moms...
okay, back to note taking in hopes of not failing...yeah right...but like I said it's all okay :)