Ive given up

Oct 03, 2006 21:59

on trying to get people to forgive me
i wasnt the victim but i wasnt the solely guilty
and no, none of you are saints
life has been pretty good to me
im doing pretty well in school despite my 3 ap classes (LIT GOVT AND PSYCH), philosophy, german III and my easy ass math class that is doing a lovely boost to my GPA
im lacking on sleep but ill be okay (I think)
im really exhausted... im pulling 12+ hours a day for school alone plus im about to start working 30+ hours a week... maybe ill be able to manage. no fuck it. I CAN DO IT!
 been back to being vegetarian for over a month now, and im still losing weight... the healthy way/
right now im sitting at kims just so i could get away from the tension at home that, despite me trying to make it for the better, only seems to get worse.
me and kif sat down and talked for over half an hour tonight.
it was good to get a lot of shit straight... it needed to get dont.
i dont hold grudges.
if you want to talk to me, you know the #.
If not, most people do so find it.
Love you guys...
i gotta work on my philosphy paper...ahh how i love nonsense and nonbeing a lewis carroll and y brain going in 8 directions at once.
but i got some test and shit to study for so im gonna go now so i can be asleep by one.

p.s. for those of you leaving for the army soon (theres quite a few). COngarts, im proud of ya, i love ya, and ill be praying for ya all the way.

PEACE
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