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im so content with being a sophmore man. like its the worse being in the middle and stuff but im over it because i realized that everyones got to be there at one point or another. also, it has helped me realize that this year is all about finding out about myself. and as weird as it sounds, i am really excited to do that. i want this year to help me find out my strengths and weaknesses, my faults and what not, but most of all, who my true friends are. i really need to know who i can count on til the very end. ive already realized some friendships that arent meant to be and instead of lying to myself telling myself that i can be friends with these people, i know i can be mature about it and admit that i really just cant be friends with that person. i also like that im in some classes with my friends and some without them because it shows me new personalities that ive never seen before and how they are willing to treat me.
other than all of this trashh, i love my life im so stoked for halloween and being a prokaryotic cell with some of the best people you'll ever find in this world. my friends and i are basically going to bring a new definition to biology and set the bar pretty high, so just try and beat us
homecoming is also in exactly, well almost to the minute, two weeks thats kind of crazy if you think about it. im going to get my dress on monday too!!! i still dont know what we're all doing though besides doing pictures on carlis gorgeous staircase. other than that its up in the air but i hope we have some plan pretty soon.....
im so psyched about the game though. yeah i wont get to sit with my friends and get ready just like last year, but i would never give up an opportunity like the one im getting. like who else can say theyve been in the 2005 Arabian Nights Homecoming Halftime Show besides me? not too many besides my lovely girls on dance team. anywyas, be prepared, because man is it going to be good. i mean the goal is to blow you away, but we'll see how close we actually come to it..
lastly, id just like to say that ive finally found someone that can make me smile. thats all i really need right now. i just need someone that i can see every day and i can smile because they joke around with me but its nothing more than a joke. this person may be one of the sweetest people in the world that doesnt have a mean bone in their body. just maybe. and then id consider myself lucky when you cant get them out of your head though, does that mean that theres something more? im so confused i may never know.
yeah this was long, but this is what you do when you have friends that say they want to hang out with you this weekend but never call you. such is life, one disappointment after another but you know what? ive learned to just GET THE HELL OVER IT and move on with your life.
yes i know this is the exact same as my myspace bulliten.
thank you and have a good night .