damn.

Jul 20, 2005 18:55

twice in one day. kinda pathetic.

i got my hair done...looks beautiful. still feel like shit though.

so my mom decides to give me an article about 'teen dating' and tried to justify that im some desperate teenager who cant make up her mind. so yeah i def could have told you that, i have been indesive since forever. dont shove some dear abby article in my face and tell me how to live my life. i think i can figure it out for myself thank you very much. sometimes i wish this was a dream.

now that tommy's leaving i'm gonna be the only one left. so alllll her time can be focused on me and what i do. i will probably kill myself. i dont need that constant nagging and her on my case.

like today she tells me that im a lazy ass and to find another job. so i get ready and have gone on 2 or 3 interviews and she calls my cell phone. "emily dont get another job because it will be too much for you. i dont want you to be overworked." so now explain to me how all of that makes sense. yeah thats what i thought.

im in a really shitty mood.

i really wanted to see you tonight.

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