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My Immortal Evanescence
i'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all of my childish fears
and if you have to leave
i wish that you would just leave
because your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone
these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase
when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me
you used to captivate me
by your resonating light
but now i'm bound by the life you left behind
your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase
when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me
i've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
and though you're still with me
i've been alone all along
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I love that song. Its like exactly how I feel about everything. I'm so trying to get better. I feel alittle better. But theres still times when I feel all depressed and stuffness. Like now I kinda do. But I amean I will get over it.
Jon and I are back together. I am so happy. I realized I did really like him. He puts up with so much of my shit. I realized that he does me o so much to me. Hes like my best friend and my boyfriend. I am so proud to be able to call him mine. I didn't realize what we actually had until I lost it. And I couldn't have it ne longer. But I mean hes such a perfect person. Hes good for me too. I know this and I think everyone else does too. Everything about Jon is just so wonderful. His eyes, smile, laugh, how he says indeed. I mean I could sit here and keep going but there really aren't any words good enought to express how wongerful he is. Such I could say great, nice, wonderful, perfect. But they don't even compare. Jon has suck throught so much stuff. My cutting myself, braking up, arguements, my mood swings..... I mean alot of people I've dated won't do that. They'll give up after a while. And it really sucks Well I think I'm gonna go.
i'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all of my childish fears
and if you have to leave
i wish that you would just leave
because your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone
these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase
when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me
you used to captivate me
by your resonating light
but now i'm bound by the life you left behind
your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase
when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me
i've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
and though you're still with me
i've been alone all along
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I love that song. Its like exactly how I feel about everything. I'm so trying to get better. I feel alittle better. But theres still times when I feel all depressed and stuffness. Like now I kinda do. But I amean I will get over it.
Jon and I are back together. I am so happy. I realized I did really like him. He puts up with so much of my shit. I realized that he does me o so much to me. Hes like my best friend and my boyfriend. I am so proud to be able to call him mine. I didn't realize what we actually had until I lost it. And I couldn't have it ne longer. But I mean hes such a perfect person. Hes good for me too. I know this and I think everyone else does too. Everything about Jon is just so wonderful. His eyes, smile, laugh, how he says indeed. I mean I could sit here and keep going but there really aren't any words good enought to express how wongerful he is. Such I could say great, nice, wonderful, perfect. But they don't even compare. Jon has suck throught so much stuff. My cutting myself, braking up, arguements, my mood swings..... I mean alot of people I've dated won't do that. They'll give up after a while. And it really sucks Well I think I'm gonna go.