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[livinfortoday]

things chnage.
there are ends and new beginnings.
it can be so horrible, yet so beautiful.
people are lost and new ones are discovered.
sometimes i fear death and other times i would welcome it.
things get destroyed and new ideas, etc. are created.
i wish i could create something
a song
a film, sript, position of importance in the creation of such
some written work
or captivating work of art

i long to give someone that feeling after they have experienced something i created that something has changed inside them, some emotion is stirred, some thought is provoked or a need to create themselves is born.

for example... i know a movie was exceptional, if when it is over and i walk out of that , i feel disconnected from reality as if for that time the movie itself was my reality, i have som deep feeling brewing within about something in my life or myself, i actually wonder about the characters in detail or most important i feel a strong drive to create something which will do the same for someone else.

i think i may go lie down.