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Sep 09, 2005 08:34

There are people in your life who's opinions and advice matter to you, and then there are people who just constantly bring you down. Krystle, you are the second.

I have been battling depression for many years. You have no idea what you are talking about. It has only been in recent years that I have been able to get the courage to talk to people about it, because I was ashamed. Yes, I did just quit Central, but not because I didn't want to try, but because I was fucking miserable there. At Clark? Yeah then, I just quit, I know this.

Since I graduated high school, I've made a lot of mistakes. I've hurt people that I care about, I've lost those that I love, and I'm in debt up to my knees. I know these things, and I am working on correcting them with the help of people who really care about me.

I never said that our break-up was mutual, I said I'm glad he did it because I never could've brought myself to do it.

As far as the new guy in my life, yeah, I am running from it. I told him I'm running from it, I told him every god damn relationship issue that I have. But he's still here, and that is wonderful, and I know this.

You keep repeating all of my faults to me, over and over again, and it's really rather useless because I know everything that you're saying to me. I know everything that I have ever screwed up, everything I have lost, and everyone I have pushed away. But, I also know that I will find my footing and I will do the things that I want to do in my life. So quit your bitching and get over it, because you are not in my life anymore.

Yes I know, that's exactly what you wanted, blah blah blah.

And you can't comment, cuz I don't give a fuck what you have to say.
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