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I am happy.
I love being busy, I got a little stressed out right after work today, but my friends helped me recover and I was alright. I just needed to breathe.
I have two jobs. One is the one at Carls', which I have had for a few weeks now and is going great. The other one is at Sears in Footwear as a Consultative Sales Associate. Basically, I sell shoes and part of my pay is commission. Lol. Anyways, I have been working both of them the last couple days, and I know I am going to get stressed out. But, it will all be worth it when I go to school in January and know that I worked so hard to put myself back in school. And, I will appreciate the hard work that went in to putting me there, and apply that hard work to my school work... since I will only have one job then.
I love Meagan and Noelle, because they have been so awesome and have kept me sane lately with lots of good times.
I know that my parents are so happy and so proud of me for working so hard to get what I want out of life. It is really a good feeling to know that I am working so hard to get something that I want. When I start bitching because I'm tired, just tell me a joke or that you LOVE ME! (lol) and I will cheer up.
I just realized that for the first time that I can remember in over 2 years, I am not working to get over a boy, get with a boy, or get rid of a boy. Oh, and I am not in a relationship. That is an insane feeling.
As for this drama BS, I am just very done with it. I don't like you, and you don't like me, and now people I have never met in my life hate me because you do. Although, I have friends down here who feel the same way. Leave me alone and I will leave you alone. I'm not writing anymore nasty comments because I'm angry with you for pretending to be my friend, and I'm not going to read any of yours anymore. I'm not mad at you anymore because there is nothing there to waste my energy being mad about, but don't IM me and act like nothing happened. I would like it if you took me off of your livejournal page, because I don't understand why someone who thinks so little of me would care to read what is going on in my life. The only reason you can't comment is because my comments are set to friends only, and you are not my friend in any way shape or form, which is exactly what you asked for. So, I wish you nothing terrible... I just wish you'd disappear from my "friend of" list. Thanks much.
Anyone else who reads my page and wishes to be added to my friends list and is not currently there can email me at wildcat1803@hotmail.com. It'll take me about 2 weeks to realize this, because I NEVER check that email. Thanks bunches. <3
I love being busy, I got a little stressed out right after work today, but my friends helped me recover and I was alright. I just needed to breathe.
I have two jobs. One is the one at Carls', which I have had for a few weeks now and is going great. The other one is at Sears in Footwear as a Consultative Sales Associate. Basically, I sell shoes and part of my pay is commission. Lol. Anyways, I have been working both of them the last couple days, and I know I am going to get stressed out. But, it will all be worth it when I go to school in January and know that I worked so hard to put myself back in school. And, I will appreciate the hard work that went in to putting me there, and apply that hard work to my school work... since I will only have one job then.
I love Meagan and Noelle, because they have been so awesome and have kept me sane lately with lots of good times.
I know that my parents are so happy and so proud of me for working so hard to get what I want out of life. It is really a good feeling to know that I am working so hard to get something that I want. When I start bitching because I'm tired, just tell me a joke or that you LOVE ME! (lol) and I will cheer up.
I just realized that for the first time that I can remember in over 2 years, I am not working to get over a boy, get with a boy, or get rid of a boy. Oh, and I am not in a relationship. That is an insane feeling.
As for this drama BS, I am just very done with it. I don't like you, and you don't like me, and now people I have never met in my life hate me because you do. Although, I have friends down here who feel the same way. Leave me alone and I will leave you alone. I'm not writing anymore nasty comments because I'm angry with you for pretending to be my friend, and I'm not going to read any of yours anymore. I'm not mad at you anymore because there is nothing there to waste my energy being mad about, but don't IM me and act like nothing happened. I would like it if you took me off of your livejournal page, because I don't understand why someone who thinks so little of me would care to read what is going on in my life. The only reason you can't comment is because my comments are set to friends only, and you are not my friend in any way shape or form, which is exactly what you asked for. So, I wish you nothing terrible... I just wish you'd disappear from my "friend of" list. Thanks much.
Anyone else who reads my page and wishes to be added to my friends list and is not currently there can email me at wildcat1803@hotmail.com. It'll take me about 2 weeks to realize this, because I NEVER check that email. Thanks bunches. <3