*HeArT bRoKeN*
So much stuff has happened to me today. I don't know how anything can get any worse. And at this point, there's only two people who could make me happy. One, well, we'll just say he probably won't be on. *sigh* And the second, he'll be home later tonight. At least I'll be able to talk to him. He always makes me laugh.
I hate the way I get so jealous. I was looking at some MySpace profiles of some people.. and the way they mentioned DJ..and the things he's said..grr...it just makes me mad. I don't even have a RIGHT to be mad. I just get that way.
I left last period today because mom was sick. I got an hours nap. That was extremely nice. I'm going to bed early tonight, because I have no reason to stay up late. The past few nights the only reason I've stayed up is to see if he would get on, and he definately hasn't. So yeah. I'm not waiting tonight. I'm not over him..even though it may sound like it, I just haven't talked to him since Sunday. And it's crappy. I saw he read my messges though. He didn't reply. But at least he read them. *sigh*
My eyes hurt from crying. I swear...things have gone waaaay downhill lately. I never wanna get out of bed anymore.
Oh, side note, I'm working a double on Saturday. Great huh? Not..I'm missing REACH. I've been to EVERY single one, and now I'm missing it. And there's no way I can give my shift away because everyone's out of town for their Spring Break. No biggie though.. I need the money. Working a 10 hour shift or whatever will look pretty nice on that check of mine. Plus, I'll be missing work on Monday because dad and I are going to Seder. I got a shift on Sunday too though. So, what, say 12 hours on my check? At 5.70 an hour? That's around $68..minus taxes, I'll proll get a $50 check. That's almost all of my car payment! Maybe that means I can put back MORE money for my tires. Ahh...I can't wait. Cause then I'm getting TEXT MESSAGING put BACK on my phone! :)
Okay, I really need to work on my homework, otherwise I can forget about the whole going to sleep early crap. :) I'll leave you with this. ((Thanks to Conor))
"We may not be as happy as you always dreamed we would be, but, for the first time, Let's just allow ourselves to be whatever it is that we are."
xoxo Tiffany xoxo
I hate the way I get so jealous. I was looking at some MySpace profiles of some people.. and the way they mentioned DJ..and the things he's said..grr...it just makes me mad. I don't even have a RIGHT to be mad. I just get that way.
I left last period today because mom was sick. I got an hours nap. That was extremely nice. I'm going to bed early tonight, because I have no reason to stay up late. The past few nights the only reason I've stayed up is to see if he would get on, and he definately hasn't. So yeah. I'm not waiting tonight. I'm not over him..even though it may sound like it, I just haven't talked to him since Sunday. And it's crappy. I saw he read my messges though. He didn't reply. But at least he read them. *sigh*
My eyes hurt from crying. I swear...things have gone waaaay downhill lately. I never wanna get out of bed anymore.
Oh, side note, I'm working a double on Saturday. Great huh? Not..I'm missing REACH. I've been to EVERY single one, and now I'm missing it. And there's no way I can give my shift away because everyone's out of town for their Spring Break. No biggie though.. I need the money. Working a 10 hour shift or whatever will look pretty nice on that check of mine. Plus, I'll be missing work on Monday because dad and I are going to Seder. I got a shift on Sunday too though. So, what, say 12 hours on my check? At 5.70 an hour? That's around $68..minus taxes, I'll proll get a $50 check. That's almost all of my car payment! Maybe that means I can put back MORE money for my tires. Ahh...I can't wait. Cause then I'm getting TEXT MESSAGING put BACK on my phone! :)
Okay, I really need to work on my homework, otherwise I can forget about the whole going to sleep early crap. :) I'll leave you with this. ((Thanks to Conor))
"We may not be as happy as you always dreamed we would be, but, for the first time, Let's just allow ourselves to be whatever it is that we are."
xoxo Tiffany xoxo