Happy Birthday Lindsay!
so i'm so stressed out that i am no longer upset about things, i am actually becoming hysteric. my r/a across the hall came over last night and was like were you here this weekend so i said yes, then she was like have you smelt anything lately, like pot. then i felt like a loser, i never have smelt pot before that and i thought i smelt something on monday night, but i didnt do anything because i didn't know what it was. i guess my suitemate is smoking pot but they haven't caught her so now i have to conspire against her to catch her in the act so she gets kicked out of the dorm. i think she knows that i am out to get her, because she today she asked to borrow my desk chair so she could stand on it and i had to talk to her and she is big and intimidating. i hope she didn't try to put a bomb on the chair or something. lol, i feel a panic attack coming.
yesterday i was pushed the the edge. i officially hate my room-mate everything about her. i have fucking had it with her boyfriend over every day, i have had it with the PDA, i have had it with her unbelievable rudeness, i have had it with her. tommorow i am talking to the r/a to see what she recomends, i will probably have to confront her. but i am all talk, very nervous and intimidated and things are easier said than done.
writing class today was an absolute my professor so much. she is an idiot and i guess it really isn't important to disclose everything but it was an intense 8-9:50. i was so upset that i called liz to talk, almost got hit on the bike ride over there, twice. i felt so much better just venting everything and she told me something that i already knew but needed to hear.
then i visited the church, met with a cordinator and now i am volunteering at as a sunday school teacher at st. johns parish (i'm hoping 3-4 year olds but i will take what i get). psych class was good, i'm glad it was good stuff today because i don't know what else i can take. now i am waiting for liz and christina to call and we can go to dinner.
brieanna will be visiting kind of on thursday, she is going with her room-mate to state and she is going to come visit me and see my room or what not. that will be nice. i'm going home saturday to babysit for ethan, i have never been so excited to see the welcome to st. charles sign. ethan will make me happy and venting to mrs. kohagen will make me even happier.
stress=breaking out hardcore
yesterday i was pushed the the edge. i officially hate my room-mate everything about her. i have fucking had it with her boyfriend over every day, i have had it with the PDA, i have had it with her unbelievable rudeness, i have had it with her. tommorow i am talking to the r/a to see what she recomends, i will probably have to confront her. but i am all talk, very nervous and intimidated and things are easier said than done.
writing class today was an absolute my professor so much. she is an idiot and i guess it really isn't important to disclose everything but it was an intense 8-9:50. i was so upset that i called liz to talk, almost got hit on the bike ride over there, twice. i felt so much better just venting everything and she told me something that i already knew but needed to hear.
then i visited the church, met with a cordinator and now i am volunteering at as a sunday school teacher at st. johns parish (i'm hoping 3-4 year olds but i will take what i get). psych class was good, i'm glad it was good stuff today because i don't know what else i can take. now i am waiting for liz and christina to call and we can go to dinner.
brieanna will be visiting kind of on thursday, she is going with her room-mate to state and she is going to come visit me and see my room or what not. that will be nice. i'm going home saturday to babysit for ethan, i have never been so excited to see the welcome to st. charles sign. ethan will make me happy and venting to mrs. kohagen will make me even happier.
stress=breaking out hardcore