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i cant believe this is happening again. ill be missing you all soo very much if this done happen. i love you lynn. and i love everyone else too. for my possible last day im going into boston with lynn. its gunna be a lot of fun. just as long as i keep my mind off of this nonsence. that will be terribly hard though. i think its two years this time. thats a very long time. idk if i can do it. all bc i didnt go check in to probation. i fuckin hate myself soo much.