hate is a VERY STRONG WORD!!
michelle (my cousin) and i were talking about when i started this whole "strongly dislike" thing...and i cant quite remember when....but i love how its kinda rubbed off on all my friends....it makes me smile that people remember what i say.
it also makes me happy when ppl like kyle tell me that they stopped littering b/c they thought of me. hahah. yes, i heard from kyle today. after my 2 emails and 3 texts, he emailed me back, saying he wasent mad and he hoped i was having a good time.
its hard to look at your feelings when your many miles away from home and the people u need to figure out ur feelings about arent infront of u.
is this worth all the trouble? i guess everyone is bound to find out...me and justin are back together...i just thought u guys should know. and now im having second thoughts....? nobody supporst this. not even my mom. not even my family here. everyday i get lectured...and its getting to me. at first, i was like, ok, i can handle this. i dont care what people say. but now im like, ok, im tired of this. and its only been like 3 or 4 days. and i dont want kyle to find out. im afraid that if he does, its over between us. our friendship that is. im only posting this b/c i want u guys to kno that im kinda going thru a ruff ride with this. is it bad when u dont want ppl finding out ur dating someone??
like i said, it'd be easier to figure this stuff out if i were back home. but im not letting it ruin my mini vacay.
feel free to give me ur opinion on me and justin. ive heard everything, and im pretty sure i kno what u guys are going to say....
ON THE BRIGHTER SIDE OF THINGS...my hand have not been sweaty AT ALL while ive been here!! WOOOOHOOo!!
it also makes me happy when ppl like kyle tell me that they stopped littering b/c they thought of me. hahah. yes, i heard from kyle today. after my 2 emails and 3 texts, he emailed me back, saying he wasent mad and he hoped i was having a good time.
its hard to look at your feelings when your many miles away from home and the people u need to figure out ur feelings about arent infront of u.
is this worth all the trouble? i guess everyone is bound to find out...me and justin are back together...i just thought u guys should know. and now im having second thoughts....? nobody supporst this. not even my mom. not even my family here. everyday i get lectured...and its getting to me. at first, i was like, ok, i can handle this. i dont care what people say. but now im like, ok, im tired of this. and its only been like 3 or 4 days. and i dont want kyle to find out. im afraid that if he does, its over between us. our friendship that is. im only posting this b/c i want u guys to kno that im kinda going thru a ruff ride with this. is it bad when u dont want ppl finding out ur dating someone??
like i said, it'd be easier to figure this stuff out if i were back home. but im not letting it ruin my mini vacay.
feel free to give me ur opinion on me and justin. ive heard everything, and im pretty sure i kno what u guys are going to say....
ON THE BRIGHTER SIDE OF THINGS...my hand have not been sweaty AT ALL while ive been here!! WOOOOHOOo!!