its the title that kills me

[livin4now]

my body harbors an innocence
my mind wants to refuse
the masochist inside of me
just wants to be used
so why dont you come over
play me for a fool
make the night worth while
by breaking all the rules
dont wake up beside me
i wont call you back
and when i see you on the street
ill just look away and laugh
i wont be a finger
when she asks you "just how many?"
you just take my body
and throw this girl away

-eks-11.2.04