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My mom invited me to go run errands with her today and then go to lunch so I was like sure, sounds fun. Well it was.. At lunch we met up with my aunt kimmy and my granny at their work and sat outside with these strenge guys who smoked and said potty words. First of all, I'm allergic to cigarette smoke. Second of all, I hate when people use bad language. (especially old men who know not to use bad language around women) Anyways, it got me thinking about how I hate reality. These people love to go to their job just to escape their home life. I have it so good here but it always takes something big to make me appreciate what I have. It's so sad... I sin just as much as they do (probably more) but why do I have it so good? Why am I different? There are really good people who have practically nothing. They deserve better. Why do I get something they don't? It doesn't make sense. I know that in the end the last will be first and the first will be last and that the heavenly rewards will be far greater than any material thing on earth. I don't doubt that at all. It just breaks my heart to see how bad things are for them now. I hate thinking about it. I want to give up everything I have and go live in a 3rd world country and be a missionary so at least the people who have nothing can have hope and something to look forward to. Sorry guys, this is kind of depressing. Anyways...
My aunt and my granny are going to start going to church again :) That makes me happy.
adios
♥
My aunt and my granny are going to start going to church again :) That makes me happy.
adios
♥