May 12, 2008 09:41
[Private-- Maybe Hackable only to Rufus.]
I... fucked up. I fucked up so bad. I hurt him, then I insulted him, I might as well just fucking kick him while he's down.
Saying sorry isn't enough. ... Especially since he's... afraid of me. I don't know how to fix it. I was supposed to protect him, wasn't I...? So much for that fucking genius idea, Rude.
I seriously suck at this relationship thing. He deserves better than this. ... I don't know if I should be fighting so hard. I shouldn't be with him if I'm going to hurt him.
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((OOC: SOOO EMMOOO. ;_; ))
...Leave me alone and just let me work. I'm not in the mood for anyone right now.