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So much confusion and emotion. How do I deal with things. I don't know anymore. I don't know how to walkaway from the things and people that make me feel not so good. I don't even want to. When the bad times take over the good times it's time to walkaway. But it's been good again. And I did walkaway once before. I'm so confused. I'm so stressed. I need a good night out with friends, but whenever I go out anymore it's always the same shit. Go to see AR or go to a bar where no one dances or really talks. It's just half sentences and drinks. I'm not saying I don't have a good time doing that, but it's not what I want to do every night. I miss the DC diversity. I miss my asshole family and my adorable little doggies. I think I miss them the most actually. I want to go home.