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okay... i'm doing it now. i cant believe i'm doing this, but i FINALLY got home and what do i do? "i wanna hang out w/ people" HOWEVER i am too tired. So now i'm pissed at myself for being tired.
lex is gone
sara is gone
drew is gone
nick is "working out" liar. j/k.. i just think he didnt want to talk to me for some reason.
ryan is w/ kira.. again
i'm too lazy to get up and put in a dvd (my only happiness at times like these)
i got finding nemo for Christmas. YAY.
Gramma collapsed on the floor. no yay.
i fucking hate shit fuck damnit son of a bitch fuck fuck fuck you fuck. shit. sigh. there are times when i FUCKING hate being single. and I can't do anything about it.
i also hate being a girl right now and i will for the next 3 days.
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK. will you cuddle with me?
Even a cheap bullshit excuse to get close to someone would be nice (just misspelled that and nearly went into cardiac arrest) even if it's just for a little while - and God knows it would be.
I'm going to look pretty tomorrow and go romp in the playground that is... HOUSTON.
No. no i'm not. I'm probably going to ACTUALLY straighten my hair and then just do what i normally do. Go see a movie or go out to eat. Maybe I'll take someone out to eat. Go buy some Christmas gifties. I know I know it's almost 2004, deal with it.
would you date me? honestly. I dont know that I would date me. I think I worry too much and read too much into things.
"what do you mean read too much into things?"
I get home today and everyone IMs me first except nicky. So I IM him then he gets off to go do whatever "work out" HAHAHA no he really was going to work out, but POINT IS.. i read into that: He thinks I like him - I IMed him first. He would never date me - him getting off semi-quickly. He would never date me because I'm not GORGEOUS, I'm not the brightest crayon in the color box. From here I go to: He's dating someone and doesnt want to tell me - the short answers i was getting. doesnt want to tell me b/c... he thinks i like him b/c I IMed him first.
So. do you SEE? I dont know why I do these things, but BELIEVE me it's not just w/ nick. it's w/ drew, sara, lex, paul, shea, fucking EVERYONE. it's insane.
I have new pictures but I dont know how to put them on here b/c ahem "not brightest color in box." But if you would like to see them, IM me (aol/aim: alk3punkgirl85, yahoo: zepplingirl85) or email me: lisaco2004@hotmail.com
THANK YOU AND HAVE A NICE DAY : )
lex is gone
sara is gone
drew is gone
nick is "working out" liar. j/k.. i just think he didnt want to talk to me for some reason.
ryan is w/ kira.. again
i'm too lazy to get up and put in a dvd (my only happiness at times like these)
i got finding nemo for Christmas. YAY.
Gramma collapsed on the floor. no yay.
i fucking hate shit fuck damnit son of a bitch fuck fuck fuck you fuck. shit. sigh. there are times when i FUCKING hate being single. and I can't do anything about it.
i also hate being a girl right now and i will for the next 3 days.
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK. will you cuddle with me?
Even a cheap bullshit excuse to get close to someone would be nice (just misspelled that and nearly went into cardiac arrest) even if it's just for a little while - and God knows it would be.
I'm going to look pretty tomorrow and go romp in the playground that is... HOUSTON.
No. no i'm not. I'm probably going to ACTUALLY straighten my hair and then just do what i normally do. Go see a movie or go out to eat. Maybe I'll take someone out to eat. Go buy some Christmas gifties. I know I know it's almost 2004, deal with it.
would you date me? honestly. I dont know that I would date me. I think I worry too much and read too much into things.
"what do you mean read too much into things?"
I get home today and everyone IMs me first except nicky. So I IM him then he gets off to go do whatever "work out" HAHAHA no he really was going to work out, but POINT IS.. i read into that: He thinks I like him - I IMed him first. He would never date me - him getting off semi-quickly. He would never date me because I'm not GORGEOUS, I'm not the brightest crayon in the color box. From here I go to: He's dating someone and doesnt want to tell me - the short answers i was getting. doesnt want to tell me b/c... he thinks i like him b/c I IMed him first.
So. do you SEE? I dont know why I do these things, but BELIEVE me it's not just w/ nick. it's w/ drew, sara, lex, paul, shea, fucking EVERYONE. it's insane.
I have new pictures but I dont know how to put them on here b/c ahem "not brightest color in box." But if you would like to see them, IM me (aol/aim: alk3punkgirl85, yahoo: zepplingirl85) or email me: lisaco2004@hotmail.com
THANK YOU AND HAVE A NICE DAY : )