where are the people i love?
I dont think i can live here anymore. im sure exactly why but sometimes just doesnt seem right. i suppose when im out having fun i dont realize it so much, but this morning as i was grocery shopping again thats all i could think about..i cant live here. but im looking at my options wondering what i should do and im not at all sure what that is. i can go back to arizoan, deffinatlty not havasu because then i'd just live in the same town as my mom again, but maybe go to tempe or flagstaff or something and then i'd at least be close.
but then i have to ask myself what is it that makes living here so unberable? its not the cold i dont mind that, its not so much the people, and its not always that im lonley. but something is missing. then i think maybe i just need a boy, but i've tried to use that solution and it only makes things worse, i defifnatly dont need a boy right now. but what do i need? then i think about my friends... and i know i have friends here but its just not the same. i miss my good friends, i cant find any here. i cant handle hanging out with any of the people here for that long.. is it just me or what?
mercedes i miss you.
but then i have to ask myself what is it that makes living here so unberable? its not the cold i dont mind that, its not so much the people, and its not always that im lonley. but something is missing. then i think maybe i just need a boy, but i've tried to use that solution and it only makes things worse, i defifnatly dont need a boy right now. but what do i need? then i think about my friends... and i know i have friends here but its just not the same. i miss my good friends, i cant find any here. i cant handle hanging out with any of the people here for that long.. is it just me or what?
mercedes i miss you.