lets see if i can start this again
so, ive been doing a lot of thinking lately. a lot of people dont understand me, or understand my situation.
with that being said, life should not be monotanous, filled with regret and jealousy. a lot of my friends havent changed, while a good many have gotten angrier. it really makes me unhappy knowing theyre filled with such hate.
anyway, i have also been thinking a lot about how short life is. im pretty old, and still for some reason dont feel like an adult...i still feel like a teenager. but my body sure feels much older, almost like its reached the end of its life.
i think theres so much i miss out on. i have this bout with energy. im always tired, and by the time i have energy to do anything...its too late! days go by so quickly, and im usually crippled when im presented with hate, ridicule and hate.
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