Udateish
Yeah not a real word but IDC.
Dad's vacation should of ended a while ago.
Guess who's not visited?
Michael's getting worse.
I kinda wish it would just end in his sleep.
He's suffering.
We're suffering.
Sleep would be a peaceful death.
Not that I don't want him around, I just don't want him to suffer anymore.
I feel like most of my therapy sessions are a waste of time.
My last meeting with my psychiatrist is rapidly coming closer.
I will miss him, I don't want to turn 18.
Not to mention I want to change my medication a bit and when seeing him one last time it kind of makes it difficult.
Afraid mom will just not find another psychiatrist too.
She has too if she wants to keep getting refills on my meds.
And last time I stopped taking them I ended up in the hospital. Weeee
I keep picking at my arms, it's icky.
I should just cut.
1. no one sees it
2. isn't gross looking to me
3. much more blood
Aren't I gross?
My heart is acting funny now for the second day.
Mom says if it continues she's taking me to the doctor.
I hope it stops :/
Now that it's getting warmer out I wanna do more, and not be so fat and lazy.
uh Sophie's back to normal <3
I think that's all...
Dad's vacation should of ended a while ago.
Guess who's not visited?
Michael's getting worse.
I kinda wish it would just end in his sleep.
He's suffering.
We're suffering.
Sleep would be a peaceful death.
Not that I don't want him around, I just don't want him to suffer anymore.
I feel like most of my therapy sessions are a waste of time.
My last meeting with my psychiatrist is rapidly coming closer.
I will miss him, I don't want to turn 18.
Not to mention I want to change my medication a bit and when seeing him one last time it kind of makes it difficult.
Afraid mom will just not find another psychiatrist too.
She has too if she wants to keep getting refills on my meds.
And last time I stopped taking them I ended up in the hospital. Weeee
I keep picking at my arms, it's icky.
I should just cut.
1. no one sees it
2. isn't gross looking to me
3. much more blood
Aren't I gross?
My heart is acting funny now for the second day.
Mom says if it continues she's taking me to the doctor.
I hope it stops :/
Now that it's getting warmer out I wanna do more, and not be so fat and lazy.
uh Sophie's back to normal <3
I think that's all...