I don't even know anymore.

[livexoutxloud]

Help a friend and they hate you for it.
Help a friend and they cuss at you and tell you that you are overreacting.
Maybe we did, but I highly doubt it.
You say that we took things too literally but the words you've spoken outside of your 'deleted' journal prove other wise.
We just tried to fucking help and all you did was upset us more, and hate us.
Well fine.
You say that we are the ones changing when the person I knew would of never even THOUGHT about touching alcohol.
You say that we changed, but you my friend have changed the most.
I don't even think you want to know us anymore.
You always snap at us whenever we try to help.
If that's true...fine I guess.
I guess I will just have to cherish the memories.
Because there's no changing your mind. And even if we tried you'd probably complain and say "don't tell me how to live my life"
When actually...we were just trying to help and be apart of your life.
I loved being your friend, and some of my most happiest memories are with you.
But I will not put up with hate when all we were trying to do was help.
So do what you want with your life, and if you don't want us to be apart of it, so be it.
We won't help you.
At least I won't try, not if it ends like this all the time.
So yeah.
Your choice.