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[livexevil]

Ive been trying to ignore the fact that everything is crumbling around me. Its was working just fine until today.....
I just would like the world to be perfect
or horrible
then if it was always one way Id know what to expect and i could never be let down...
but thats not life

I dont like how much Ive changed
I dont remember the way things used to be